If I could be thin, but constantly endure the negative thoughts and cravings, I think I would rather stay fat.

Some days I want to give up. Some days the hope that I can be free of all of this just feels too far away.

But honestly, I am not ready to give up. That is what I have always done.

I have done something right because after this busy week, and busy last 2 months, I feel good. I wish I knew what it was specifically, but I bet I will eventually realize what it is 😁